Contemplations At The Crossroad

Jan. 11, 2021


The current disease model is wrong!

What is shared here will be a summary of explorations I’ve been doing for the last 12 years. Many of these ideas, and those who support them, are being censored, banned from social media, and have also lost their livelihoods and reputations, and had their very lives threatened, as a result of standing up against the current false constructs which seem to run everything. Many truth revealing and practicing physicians have actually been killed. Much of this information also gets scrubbed from the Internet, and websites and other platforms advocating for the revealing of Truth are also shut down. This says one thing: that the Truth is upsetting the bottom line of this corrupt system of lies which runs the tech sector, politics, military, education, industries, medicine, entertainment, and yes religion to a great degree. Every system is infested with corruption, and blind to the reality we’re dealing with - to one degree or another. 

Therefore, it is imperative to not only expose this evil, but to engage a full on frontal assault on it by ferreting out and publishing the Truth, by whatever means God has granted anyone to express it! Whatever the cost.

So, on to some basics…

Detoxing the body is a vital part of its natural processes. When the body perceives threat (as in the form of newer electronic frequencies such as radio, television, radar, dirty electricity running through house wiring, computer and “device” radiation, and now the dangerous 5G frequency, chemtrails, GMO foods, fluoridated water, junk food, etc…) or has an overload of toxic waste, cells will throw off - or attempt to - these threats as cells excrete tiny particles called exosomes. 

These are a result of body processes to eliminate disease, not the cause of disease, which has been dubbed “viruses. However, allopathic medicine - mainstream system medicine - chooses rather to regard these DEAD particles (usually RNA) as living, disease causing enemies, rather than what they are: a natural part of the body’s processes of cleansing itself.

Consequently allopathic medical “choices” involve attacking the “disease” and often the body along with it (weakening and often killing it) with deadly petrol chemical based treatments, dangerous radiation, and surgical or other invasive procedures - rather than supporting the body’s natural processes with God given natural means. (These should be a last resort, if used at all. But they have foisted themselves into a monopoly.) In my opinion, they have caused more problems than they have solved, because “health care” has turned into a supporter of sick care, much of which it creates on a for profit basis. There’s little truth in it, because of where it came from (Think Rockefellers and their push to end every alternative view of medicine, in order to increase the profits of their petrol chemical cabal.) The deadly covid vaccine is being introduced as the latest rendition of this falsehood.

Our bodies are constantly trying - by God given built in means - to adjust to new threats, which have come at us as an avalanche in the last few decades, and on a new level (vaccines, forms of radiation / vibrational frequencies /nanotech). These are all pollutants. Our bodies are trying to detoxify themselves of things they have never dealt with before at an alarming rate. But the very processes by which our bodies do this has been demonized and called a “virus” infecting from the outside, when in fact these exosomes come from the inside of our bodies, which need to be supported in this process of detoxification, rather than being treated as the enemy

The process is accompanied by any variety of symptoms with a range of intensity, from sniffles, sneezes, and fever, all the way up to severe auto immune responses, autism, ADHD, cancer and even dementia. Many chronic conditions are only going to worsen if their sources are not removed. 

Not only do physical threat realities from a severely polluted world effect us adversely, but - because we are embodied souls and ensouled bodies - the severely polluted energies from falsehoods of all kinds effect us on the level of spirituality, mind, and emotions as well. Which creates DIS-ease!

Therefore, it’s been proposed, “Covid” is not a disease, but a response (to many of the foregoing barrage of new threats) of the body which casts off RNA particles called exosomes to detox and set itself up for healing. 

But instead of supporting that response, the human race is being offered a deadly pseudo “vaccine” which uses the modality of “transfection” - on a level never tried before - as the “answer” to the conditions that have been created by the corporate industrial sector. (Can you say “problem, reaction solution”?) 

Transfection is a procedure that introduces foreign nucleic acids (DNA, RNA) into cells to produce genetically modified cells! We cannot know where this is going. The human race is now regarded as guinea pigs for an experiment on levels never thought of before.

Years ago my job was on the line because of mandatory vaccines I refused - flu shots to be specific. I had to wonder, if these shots are so great, why are we being forced to take them under threat of unemployment, when they were voluntary before? If vaccines are so great, why are the the pharmaceutical companies so heavily invested in lobbying “our” representatives and funding their campaigns, to have laws made to protect them from lawsuits due to damages and death from their products? And not only are they “immune” from being sued; so are their distributors (allopathic medical systems, doctors, nurses - anyone who actually gives these shots)?

All these questions sent me down a rabbit hole to find answers. They brought me to the current realizations.

The natural processes of detoxifying and the healing that follows are being reversed, and a Genetically Modified Organism being made of human beings with the transfection processes of these vaccines, especially the new Covid vaccine rollout. They combine the tech sector and its nano particles with the pharmaceutical cabal’s finest concoctions, including aborted fetal cells! (Which is one huge reason why Christians ought to avoid this or any vaccine like the plague, because it is the real plague, with injected cannibalism)! Thus “boosters” will be required, with a view of the sabotage of God’s pinnacle of creation, the Human Race, and to defile it, to change it step by step.  While masks and social distancing will still be required as conditioning devices to keep everyone in line, and that’s all they’re good for, because they are useless against any actual particles as small as viruses.

How can anyone blindly trust such things, and even advocate for them, as they go on listening to the claims of mainstream media?

We have for over 100 years - thanks to elites like the Rockefellers - become blissfully ignorant of how our bodies work, as a natural part of God’s creation as they are capable of naturally detoxifying and healing themselves. This is also perhaps an adaptation process, as the threats are new ones. 5G rollout being the latest and greatest, where no tests have been made (just like the Covid vaccine being rolled out at “Warp Speed”, with Humans as the unwitting test subjects). Mention 5G in relation to the subject of Covid, and you will be thrown off social media. This is diabolical on so many levels that it makes one’s head spin. But it needs to be addressed.

Please riddle me this: What ever happened to the Nuremberg Codes? How is it that we’re being fast track guinea pigged for this vaccine, without our permission? 

This needs to be addressed by the churches, instead of a blind capitulation to it and support of it. It is disappointing and disconcerting that there is so little discernment of or warning about this. Rather, the churches bend over backwards to support and allow in the lies of the state. Why is that?

This is the “totalitarian tiptoe” which now has its foot in the door as it dictates how and when we can meet (masks, social distancing, not touching one another, no real fellowship, limited singing…), administer and receive the Sacraments, and the like. Our religious freedom is going right down the drain, in exchange for the bowl of stew which is state funding and the non profit status, which in my opinion, should never even be a consideration. The church has gone from a living organism (as Jesus intended, branches to Vine) to an organization which takes its orders from the state for the love of money, the root of all evil. And for this the piper surely will be paid at some point. Eventually. 

We need to repent. Yes, that requires big changes.

What Covid really is about is our bodies going into high gear to release pollutants of all sorts, including nanoparticles. Now, instead of using hydroxchloroquine (an old drug that worked now forbidden by the FDA), vitamin and mineral supplementation, clean foods, fresh air and sunshine and exercise, to support the body in its healing processes, this dangerous experimental vaccine is being foisted on us with ever increasing pressure, and other drugs and procedures which are of great risk - just to line the pockets of the likes of greed and power mongers like Bill and Melinda Gates and their ilk.

One should ask why we should even listen to them, or Tedros from the WHO, or Fauci, or Birx, or any of these people - when they have essentially a rap sheet of associations with unsavory characters and shady dealings decades long! For the most part they are supporters of eugenics and population control, and they will use this vaccine to accomplish it.  

Ask the Africans and the Indian people how much they respect Gates for his "polio vaccine”, which killed, sickened, and maimed thousands, as it permanently sterilized many women. Not just for one generation, but for generations to come - because of tampering with the life codes God gave us to reproduce through vaccines! How is it that someone with no medical degree is given this much power in the world?

When people so called “test positive” for Covid, they’re not contagious at all. Their bodies are casting off toxic waste from other sources and forces that have created a threat to the body! The test was not even designed for this! The more the cycles are ramped up, the more false positives register. This entire operation is a sham and a scam. 

If the PCR test detects anything at all, it’s the dead exosomes / tiny RNA particles being excreted by the body as it detoxes itself. The body then needs to be supported in its processes, not assaulted as in the war model of allopathic medicine, nor genetically modified - the goal of the Gates / Pfizer / Moderna new “vaccine” pitched to the unsuspecting for the corrupt power and money lust of the world! We need to see this for what it is, not get in bed with it!

For ignorance of this, the entire economy and most of the world has been shut down and locked up under house arrest. Is it any wonder the elites don’t want the truth of this coming out, as the goal of almost complete technocratic control is now just about complete? They have used this whole event to render docile almost the entire population of the world.

I for one cannot and will not support any religious organization which goes in this direction. It pains me to have to say that, but my choice is to serve God in spirit and in TRUTH, not capitulate to the dictates of a corrupt state, i.e., the military industrial complex (including congressional puppets of the pharmaceutical industry, as in local career congresspersons whose campaigns they fund), or a church which serves it to keep its government funding.

This agenda has everyone doing headstands and cartwheels for essentially a nothing burger. But we should be aware of the degree of lies and corruption that are running things at this point, and expose them.

“Test and prove what pleases the Lord. Have no fellowship with the fruitless deeds of darkness, but rather expose them. For it is shameful even to mention what the disobedient do in secret.” Ephesians 5:10-12. 


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Jan. 9, 2021

It's Chicken Little time for Christianity! The sky is falling, so - people keep pleading for Jesus to come back and make it stop. Or, just beam me up! So how about taking an old fashioned look at how the Apostles understood trials and suffering? This is nothing new, but it sure has gotten lost these days.

In the first place, it seems to me that before physical lift-off, Jesus promised He'd never leave us or forsake us - that the Counselor, the Comforter would be sent. So, how do you know He's not working out some higher purposes right in the midst of the fiery trials? He doesn't always make appearances the same way, and especially not as a "have it your way" Burger King Jesus.

"My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing." James 2:2-4.

"In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while, if need be, you have been grieved by various trials, that the genuineness of your faith, being much more precious than gold that perishes, though it is tested by fire, may be found to praise, honor, and glory at the revelation of Jesus Christ, whom having not seen you love. Though now you do not see Him, yet believing, you rejoice with joy inexpressible and full of glory, receiving the end of your faith - the salvation of your souls." 1 Peter 1:6-9.

It’s time to study and pray also about the book of Job, the go to tale of all adverse events, and to stop looking for escape hatches like the ones televangelist charlatans, other liars, prosperity peddlers, and deceivers have used to hoax their devotees for probably a century and a half at least. 

There won't be any shortcuts or detours on the Narrow Way that leads to life. It's the broad and easy way that leads to eternal destruction. We’re going to have some solemn reminders of this that are already entering the picture of our events. 

God is in the business of making sons who "look like" Him. The goal is a spiritual resemblance to Jesus, the maturing or perfecting of the saints, partaking of His holiness. It takes fire, forge, crucible… apparently to make that happen.

 "And you have forgotten the exhortation which speaks to you as to sons: My son, do not despise the chastening of the Lord, Nor be discouraged when you are rebuked by Him; For whom the Lord loves He chastens, And scourges every son whom He receives.” If you endure chastening, God deals with you as with sons; for what son is there whom a father does not chasten? But if you are without chastening, of which all have become partakers, then you are illegitimate and not sons. Furthermore, we have had human fathers who corrected us, and we paid them respect. Shall we not much more readily be in subjection to the Father of spirits and live? For they indeed for a few days chastened us as seemed best to them, but He for our profit, that we may be partakers of His holiness. Now no chastening seems to be joyful for the present, but painful; nevertheless, afterward it yields the peaceable fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it." Hebrews 12:5-11.

Christians in the USA have never known what Russian or Chinese Christians or many others all over the world have endured for decades. Who’s read about the martyrs down through the centuries lately? It might be time to wise up and realize that He intends to see us through it for His own reasons, not snatch us away from it. Testing is on the way here. In fact, it is here. This isn't about Trump or any of them. The hand of God has written all over the wall. But who can read it? Who wants to read it?

“My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing. If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind. For let not that man suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways. James 1:2-8.

“strengthening the souls of the disciples, exhorting them to continue in the faith, and saying, “We must through many tribulations enter the kingdom of God.” Acts 14:22.

“These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.” John:16:33.

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Jan. 7, 2021


“My kingdom is not of this world…” John 18:36

“Did you not know that I must be about My Father’s business?” Luke 2:49

“Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.” Romans 12:21

“He who is slow to anger is better than the mighty, And he who rules his spirit, than he who captures a city.” Proverbs 16:32

“But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you." Luke 6:27-30

“not returning evil for evil, or insult for insult, but giving a blessing instead; for you were called for the very purpose that you might inherit a blessing.” 1 Peter 3:9

(Wednesday 1/6/2021)

In searching Scripture and praying about the bizarre events of this day in our nation’s capital, it all boils down to the same conclusion I’ve come to at other times. Whether a “protest” is violent or non violent, it is still resistance. It is the seed of a thought, a behavior. Therefore, what you resist will persist.

I always wind up realizing that the Narrow Way of Jesus Christ is not of this world, yet it was the way He lived in this world. If we have been claimed for His kingdom by His blood, then neither is resistance our way. He was always about His Father’s business. Are we who lay claim to his name also about our Heavenly Father’s business, as those adopted heirs and joint heirs in Jesus Christ, in Whose likeness we’re being restored?

I do not think nonresistance has ever been tried, at least not consistently. But it has always been mocked. There has always been resistance and continuing resistance begetting more resistance, whether violent or nonviolent, from peaceful protest to war. Back and forth the conflict goes for millennia! This may be why countries that are overtaken by fascists never break free of them. Because the beat of war drums goes on; the plotting and protesting goes on; so the oppression continues. It keeps growing into a bigger monster because it is being fed. But God is never brought into it by nonresistance.

It’s natural law: what you sow, you reap. So if you sow resistance, you’re going to reap resistance. This is what 1 Peter 3:9 is trying to tell us. It’s not possible to curse and bless at the same time. When we’re resistant even in attitude, eventually it shuts off the blessing God intends us to have.

Yes, Scripture does say to “resist” the devil. (James 4:7,8) Yet in the very next thought, James makes it clear that we do this by drawing near to God! 

Could it be that we’re being severely tested along this line?

Jesus was not a zealot. He did not plan to deliver the Jews from Rome. Therefore, He was hated by the Zealots and their puppeteers in the Sanhedrin. He won freedom for Jew and Gentile alike  - from sin and its wages death, self, and the authority of Satan - by shedding His blood, the price of our ransom. It is for THIS freedom that Christ set us free, and it is the only freedom that can be lived no matter what the political circumstances are. Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty. His liberty. (2 Corinthians 3:17)

Evil can only be overcome with good. This is what He taught and lived, since evil has its source far deeper than politics and fighting back on a physical level. And good has its source in God, Who reigns over all, to Whom we must always be drawing near, God Who reigns from the highest Heaven over “the heavens” and earth.

So much of what was televised today, in what became a sham and a disaster in Washington D.C., was supported by people praying, raising crosses, blowing shofars, and claiming to do this in the name of Christ. They may have meant well, but they have no knowledge of how things actually work in “metaphysical synergy”. That’s what it could be called as a big part of what our Messiah, the Son of God, actually taught and exemplified. These are the laws of sowing and reaping, of reciprocity. Thoughts, words, deeds, behaviors are seeds put out that return a harvest. 

To our peril, this wisdom has not been passed along much in today’s Christianity. But it is found throughout the Scriptures, for any who will ask for wisdom. It’s especially richly supplied in the Sermon on the Mount (Mathew 5,6,7).

But was any of this event really of Christ Himself, or was it of the political Jesus created in the image of a zealot who storms the city with both violent and non violent resistance and intent? If this is the case, then His name has been taken in vain. It is idolatry. And it will fail. No matter how often it is attempted.

Is this defeat God’s way of prying the idol of patriotism, politics, and politicians out of our hands? If only we would ask, seek, and knock for the answer! It might surprise us, and knock us off our pride perch too. Sometimes He has to knock the props right off our stage so we realize we’re not the star of the show. Pride in any worldly thing is idolatry, and it always goes before the fall.

I keep wondering if this is the light bulb moment type of epiphany needed by the American church. Resistance begets resistance. To bless and to be a blessing is to sow and then to eventually reap a harvest of blessing. This is the Narrow Way of Jesus Christ. To resist and curse or to bless are therefore both acts of creation. The question is, what is it that one seeks to create? Do we like what’s been created so far? It does not appear so. 

The fruits of resistance are certainly seen now all over the nation and the world. This is not the Narrow Way of Jesus the Christ. 

What we need to realize is that nonresistance is not passivity (and therefore that pejorative “pacifist”) but instead it is active receptivity to the power of God.

There are much higher laws than the Constitution that need to be learned; therefore, perhaps it’s time to set our minds on things Above.


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Jan. 5, 2021


“Then Simeon blessed them and said to His mother Mary: “Behold, this Child is appointed to cause the rise and fall of many in Israel, and to be a sign that will be spoken against, so that the thoughts of many hearts will be revealed - and a sword will pierce your soul as well.” Luke 2:34,35.

Thoughts, contemplations for post Christmas days. It’s Epiphany Eve: The story doesn’t end on Christmas Eve or Christmas Day. The holiday used to be carefully observed through January 6, traditionally observing the arrival of the magi to worship Christ. 

Maybe we could also focus on for awhile and ponder the one into whose care God entrusted His Son as an unborn child, an infant, and as a child and young man growing up.

Mary, chosen by God, in giving God her “yes” to Gabriel's announcement to her, became the provider of the flesh and blood body of Jesus the Christ, the Second Person of the Holy Trinity. God incarnated through Mary, in other words, becoming both fully God and fully Man. 

While she would have known the joys of being our Lord and Savior's mother, as His life and ministry unfolded, and He was loved and received by many, how grievous it must have been for her to watch as He was also "despised and rejected of men, a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief”! (Isaiah 53:3) He taught with divine authority and wisdom, and loved, miraculously healed, and fed people. He drove out demons. What consternation it must have brought, especially as she saw respected religious leaders denounce Him! Even some among His own family rejected Him.

She stood at the foot of the cross, and watched her Son crucified as a criminal, set up by the same religious leaders in league with the state, as a traitor to Rome, as they mockingly called Him the King of the Jews. Did she comprehend what that moment actually was? (Do any of us really?) Even then, in His love, in His agony, from the cross, not thinking of Himself, with His dying breath, He placed her into the care of John (the only disciple who followed Him to the cross). His last concern was for His mother, even as He accomplished Redemption for all mankind. 

What joy must have filled and healed her pain pierced, grief stricken heart when she beheld Him raised from the dead three days later! 

And there she was, also in that upper room on the day of Pentecost (Acts 1:14) - to be filled with the Holy Spirit, along with about 120 other disciples, who were devoting themselves to prayer and waiting there, as they were told. She essentially vanishes from the Scripture canon thereafter. 

Martin Luther had some amazing things to say about Mary: "She is the highest woman and the noblest gem in Christianity after Christ . . . She is nobility, wisdom, and holiness personified. We can never honor her enough. Still honor and praise must be given to her in such a way as to injure neither Christ nor the Scriptures." (Sermon, Christmas, 1531) 

What an outstanding and magnificent exemplar Mary is for all women to emulate in the Church - the very essence of selflessness, purity, humility, and unconditional surrender to God. She is someone with whom especially the young women of today would do well to become acquainted and to study her attitude and way of life. 

She truly embodies being a servant of all, as she bore within her own body the One Who truly is the Servant of us all - in His incarnation and life and teachings, in His death, His Resurrection, and His ascension - as even now He is seated at the right hand of God the Father, interceding for sinners, having been given all authority in Heaven and on Earth.

Would it be an appropriate stretch of the imagination - when receiving the Lord’s Body and Blood in the Holy Eucharist - to recall His precious Mother, and give thanks for her, without whom our Holy Savior would never have been given to us who receive Him?

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Dec. 29, 2020
Solutions? Is it just a matter of simply getting back "old normal"? What authority determines for you that God isn't behind EVERYTHING that the world now faces and is going through, as HIS means of getting us to HIS NORMAL? The old normal - according to our standards and comfort zone "requirements" - is gone. What is now here is not normal. But might it be transitional?
There's a side of God that the soft cheap grace believers of today don't want to acknowledge. But He will be and is already revealing Himself in that way, a different side of Himself as GOD, not just my personal Bible study buddy. It might be called Divine Tough Love for salvaging adopted sons and daughters of the Most High in Jesus Christ, the Only Begotten Son.
The forge. The crucible. The kiln for transforming cracked pots into worthy vessels. Emptying us of what does not matter of forms and fantasies and foolishness. So that we can be filled with His very Light, Presence, and be made the Righteousness of God! Out with the bad, in with the good. Jesus Christ came to destroy the works fo the devil and to bring many sons to glory.
A new idea? Or just one that's gotten lost, forgotten?
God is holy! "But our God is in heaven; He does whatever He pleases." Psalm 115:3. A God who is only love, and love according to personal standards, is an idol, an image created in one's own likeness. The "have it your way" Jesus.
"Vengeance is Mine, and recompense; Their foot shall slip in due time; For the day of their calamity is at hand, And the things to come hasten upon them. For the Lord will judge His people And have compassion on His servants, When He sees that their power is gone, And there is no one remaining, bond or free. He will say: Where are their gods, The rock in which they sought refuge? Who ate the fat of their sacrifices, And drank the wine of their drink offering? Let them rise and help you, And be your refuge. Now see that I, even I, am He, And there is no God besides Me; I kill and I make alive; I wound and I heal." Deuteronomy 32:36-39.
“Come, let us return to the Lord; for he has torn us, that he may heal us; he has struck us down, and he will bind us up." Hosea 6:1
"The Lord kills and brings to life; he brings down to Sheol and raises up." 1 Samuel 2:6
"For he wounds, but he binds up; he shatters, but his hands heal." Job 5:18
Sometimes it seems we're more in league with Peter right after hearing about his Master's upcoming suffering and resurrection. "Then Peter took Him aside and began to rebuke Him, saying, Far be it from You, Lord; this shall not happen to You!” But He turned and said to Peter, Get behind Me, Satan! You are an offense to Me, for you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men.” Found in Matthew 16:21-25.
Somehow the chief apostle seemed unable to see past the crucifixion into the resurrection. No, THIS cannot be happening! Yet... "To everything there is a season, A time for every purpose under heaven." Ecclesiastes 3:1.
The question then is, what time is it, from a heavenly and celestial point of view? Maybe it's time to, "Therefore, since you have been raised with Christ, strive for the things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things. For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God." Colossians 3:1-3.
There may be a long voyage ahead. Let's chart the course according to the Daystar Himself, the spiritual North Star. "Pay careful attention, then, to how you walk, not as unwise but as wise, REDEEMING THE TIME, because the days are evil. Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord’s will is." Ephesians 5:15-17.

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