Contemplations At The Crossroad

Mar. 31, 2021

To whom it may concern:                                   

1 John 3:16. NKJV. “We know love by this, that He laid down His life for us; and we ought to lay down our lives for the brothers and sisters.”

Proverbs 14:12. NKJV. “There is a way which seems right to a man, But its end is the way of death." 

These 2 passages have been chosen as openers to what needs to be addressed in this message. Why? The first one - and others very similar to it - are being used by the Covid obsessed eugenics movement as a means to gain the buy in of churches to bring about a way that seems right to a man, but is the way of death. What is being allowed now, with ad campaigns and the like, displays a lack of spiritual discernment in the churches, who seem ever increasingly to move toward the “gospel of Covid” and being “saved” (temporally) by deadly vaccines from a non existent pandemic, and away from the Gospel of the Kingdom revealed in and by Jesus Christ.

Covid exists? Yes. Pandemic? Questionable. Propaganda? Most assuredly.  The first 2 depend on the 3rd to have a government response that demolishes life and livelihoods to the degree that has been allowed. 

These statements many seem over the top. However, if we are praying for the Holy Spirit and discernment, we are not going to be fooled, by a way of death that seems right on a number of fronts. Here’s the m.o.

Love and compassion are now deceptively being pitched to get the buy in of many religious authority figures to influence people who are listening to them to take the jab. It works like this: “You are not a very loving and compassionate person, looking out for your fellow human being, or those you love, if you don’t take the shot. If you are not praying for the success of the vaccine campaign and availability in your area, you are not a good Christian. If you are not praying for the end of the (non-existent) pandemic, you are not doing your duty.” Actually what we should be praying for is the end of government overreach in this entire affair.

This guilt trip propaganda is being hammered to the hilt by people who care nothing for Jesus Christ or His Church or its real mission. Let’s get it straight at the outset that we’re being played like a fiddle if we buy in. The millions of false positives on testing do not amount to “cases,” let alone a pandemic. Not to mention the tests which were never designed for this use. There are too many conflicting inflated statistics about cases and death from Covid, while many deaths and disability numbers from the shot are being swept under the rug to keep the fraud going. This is, in my opinion, a massive psy op.

The shot is experimental and its willing recipients are the guinea pigs. Is this the “informed consent” which anyone would need to give for any other medical procedure? And why would anyone in their right mind allow themselves to be used in an experiment for which they never gave their permission, to test an experimental drug, being fast tracked by politicians driven by their friendly funders, the vaccine industry, driven by greed and competition? 

Don’t we have the Nuremberg Codes to address this kind of activity? This experimentation is a crime against humanity, many of whom naively who allow fear and deception to be used to manipulate them.

And how is it that anyone - in the line of research and development, marketing, or distribution, all the way down to the local healthcare provider, nurse, or medical assistant giving you the shot - cannot be sued if you or a loved one is injured, maimed, becomes ill, is permanently disabled, or dies from the jab?

So if you suffer from it, look up VAERS (Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System). That is your “best shot” at compensation, but considering how it is government run, also a long shot. 

This is a disturbing reality overlooked in the thinking of many, and it is being used against not only all of humanity in general, but the Church in particular. Christ said we should be harmless as doves, but He also advocated for being wise as serpents. In order to do that, you have to learn to think like one! Stealth. Cunning. Look beneath the surface of what you’re being told.

This would not be the first time churches and religious organizations have been tapped to market, and eventually sell, vaccines for the Pharmaceutical industry. This is tragic that it should happen at all in the church! That even flu shots or any vaccine should be offered by churches is a travesty!

Vaccine used as tyranny through the Church happened in Mexico after the Christero Revolution (which was unfortunately defeated when Communism took over), where there were instances where people were not allowed to leave Sunday morning mass unless they took a vaccine! They were trapped. Think about that! Think it cannot happen here? Look at the trends as the Covid mindset and conditioning establishes its beach head in the churches, by way of the totalitarian two step. It’s incremental, in other words. And the push is global, not just a few churches in one small area.

This long history of vaccines and their use for civil and religious oppression ought to make us really question the Covid movement and how its vaccine - which is really not a vaccine in the true sense anyway, but a genetic manipulation modality pitched as a vaccine - is being little by little foisted upon the global population. Why is it now that “Covid passports” are increasingly being demanded for public transportation, or to gain access to something so simple as a a store or a concert? But a mask is still required and social distancing. Or maybe 2 masks. Or, no, just one, but… wait…?… “Papers, please!” All this amounts to is social conditioning with an incremental view to full spectrum dominance across the globe! What next?

No, it’s not mandatory now, per President Trump and his Operation Warp Speed. But life soon will be made difficult, if not impossible, to have needs met by those who recognize the direction and will not comply. So - Is this going to amount to “Unless you take the mark, you cannot buy or sell”? If it’s not “the mark of the beast," it will do until the mark gets here!

A major feature that comes to mind - as to objecting to this vaccine - is that, although a couple of the jab options do not contain fetal stem cell lines in the offered injectable cocktail, all of them have used these in testing, research, and development - as well as painful experiments on still living aborted fetuses, many of which were delivered by Caesarian Section, in order to harvest fresher tissues and even organs, in a time sensitive process, to contribute to the fast tracking of this heinous “treatment.” (Look up Life Site News video called A Hill Worth Dying On.) This makes what happened in the Nazi death camps look like a walk in the park. This includes other vaccines as well, not just the Covid one.

And the global abortion mill has been running for nearly half a century!!! How many deaths at 2000 per day? If that’s not a holocaust, what is? And Christians will allow an injection to be placed inside them which depends on this?!

But many Christians do not know this because instead of asking questions and doing their own research about vaccine contents, or the so called pandemic, they will look to “authority figures” like the evening news anchors, Anthony Fauci and other unelected globalist figures, or President Trump and his “Operation Warp Speed” because they are his fans. Or many will not bother at all to question, but will go along to get along with anything and everything government tells them, and because their friends and families are also compliant.

Promoting and praying for any program which uses the unborn in its research processes should be morally reprehensible to any true Christian! Not to mention in one case the use of “humanized mice cells.” The ungodly techno - pharmaceutical vaccine industry promoting this will use Christian beliefs and compassion against us to get what they want - control of resources, power over human populations, and unimaginable wealth. The devil’s agenda and m.o. have not changed since the Fall - full spectrum domination over humankind. Make no mistake about it. Evil exists. And it is truly EVIL! God’s power is greater, but our prayers ought to be in alignment with His will, not the devil’s!

There are billions of dollars at stake, and human lives experimented upon and lost or maimed for life (especially the unborn who cannot speak for themselves) are merely “acceptable collateral damage” to maintain the bottom line of the vaccine industry and their well funded puppet politicians, the CDC, WHO, etc - whom they use to implement “acts,” “guidelines,” and “recommendations” - which somehow always morph into “laws” through dictators like our governors and other officials, or simply by repetition and re-enforcement by businesses that buy in. There are many examples. This includes local politicians who proudly announce how they “rolled out” these programs beginning last December 2020. Everyone  should ask himself, who do these people really work for?

The encroaching agenda they represent is as deadly as the Nazi death camps or Russian gulags of the past, if not more so, as it is a global “initiative” for complete control, and these vaccines are a huge part of it. It is part of a multi level war on mankind waged largely by stealth and coercion. 

This is quite frankly a covert genocide program for global depopulation that serves the equally as dubious “green movement” which pitches global warming, control of carbon emissions, and the like. Humans are at fault for this, they say, so they must be eliminated. Margaret Sanger, founder of Planned Parenthood, would agree.  This is also the agenda of Bill Gates whose family has a long and shady history of interests in population control and many other deadly dubious dealings. There’s plenty of info out there on this guy’s history. Equally nefarious are the connections of Fauci, Birx, and “Dr” Tedros Adhanom Ghebreyesus (head of WHO) - all of whom are deeply invested in Eugenics, Globalism, Big Tech, Big Pharma, and all connected to one another on various levels in regards to draconian movements past and present. All well concealed of course.

Clearly their connections to the abortion “industry” explain why Planned Parenthood NEVER gets defunded or shut down!

That churches and their leaders who are silent or complicit with this display lack of information, or a remarkable naivety, or lack of spiritual discernment, or a willingness to cover up the facts, leaving their sheep exposed to the machinations of the worst of wolves, or leading them right into the pack! 

Or (one hates to take this tack) might this silence even have some connection to funding received from the corrupt state to bolster perhaps faltering religious institutions, or the enjoyment of unchallenged social notoriety for being in support of this? I’d like to chalk it up to simple unawareness. 

But why - when there is so much information out there, and the voices are numerous but regarded by the system as trouble makers? Voices which are often now being silenced and censored, as they bring forth the facts about Covid and its vaccines. This should make anyone wonder what it is that the powers that be don’t want exposed.

It’s disheartening to walk into church on a Sunday morning only to witness conversations where there is a lot of virtue signaling about getting that 2nd shot, mask wearing, roping off pews for social distancing, swabbing down the place in ways I never saw when working 4 decades in the OR, or seeing signs flashing on the big screens “Stay 6 feet apart” - as if people already didn’t know this?!!! And just as we’re going to partake of the Lord’s Supper. I keep wondering if I’m walking into some restricted nuclear base or Area 51 with this kind of messaging! It is frankly insulting in the worship house of God our Father! Do we fear Covid more than we fear God?! We cannot touch. We cannot see each others’ faces.

Maybe it’s time, as it was in the early church, to once again “head for the desert,” in manner of speaking. God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of love, power, and a sound / disciplined mind. Maybe we ought to use that sound mind (the mind of Christ!) and do some research. Let this stand as my “95 Theses.” Has not Christ also charged us to “have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather expose them”? Ephesians 5:11.

“The simple step of a courageous individual is not to take part in the lie.” ~Aleksander Solzhenitsyn~

I realize I’m not “anybody” of any sort of influence. I have no official capacity or paid position, or formal authority in the Church. My path has been a rocky one. But I have a heart that seeks after truth and to be able to communicate it in an honest manner. I find it shocking that the Covid agenda has been allowed to go this far. We need more Martin Luthers, or other reformer voices, Dietrich Bonhoeffers, and others, or just plain folks willing to talk or write or communicate in some way - who will say no, refuse to partake of this crime against humankind by shutting down or limiting their worship, and who do not bend the knee to “Baal” by letting him dictate how we receive communion, or disallowing the exchange of peace, handshakes and hugs because of  fear of germs! It’s a good thing Jesus never acted like that toward those He came to heal. Because once you give Satan an inch, he is going to take a mile. And he won’t give it back.

Additionally, I cannot support or approve of any school which insists on little children being masked all day. Living across from a school, I witness this practice constantly. The psychological, emotional, and physical damage being done by masking children will eventually rear its ugly head, and is far worse than what amounts to a cold with an attitude, or flu like symptoms, in healthy adults. 

Robert F. Kennedy Jr., Dr. Sherri Tenpenny, Geert Vanden Bossche, and Dr. Judy Mikovits (look up her documentary Plandemic) are very well known researchers and physicians who go beneath the party line surface pitched to the public, and into the real research and facts about vaccines in general. The movie Vaxxed by Del Bigtree and Dr. Andrew Wakefield brings out the corruption and conflict of interest of the CDC (owning numerous vaccine patents) and how they cover their tracks. These folks ask the hard questions. Especially on the Covid shot. They have been demonetized and demonized by the vaccine industry and its official government mouthpieces and organizations, as well as being censored and having their platforms removed by Big Tech. There are many others less known, who likewise suffer, too numerous to list here. If anyone wants to know the truth, just consider who’s being demonized and de-platformed. Follow those people. Study up on Technocracy, how long it’s been around, and where it’s going.

There are answers and perhaps a turn round to this unfolding catastrophe,“If My people who are called by My name will humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land.” 2 Chronicles 7:14. NKJV. Our land needs healing as it never has before as only God can give. Who will arise as the light in Christ, commissioned by our Lord to shine in this darkness? We are after all waging war not against flesh and blood but against unseen forces of darkness! This conflict will not be won through compromise and complicity, but rather the flaming sword of Truth.

Thank you for taking the time to seriously consider this information.

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Mar. 7, 2021


Honor (respect, obey, care for) your father and your mother, so that your days may be prolonged in the land the Lord your God gives you." Exodus 20:12. ACV. 

This is applicable not only literally to one's own parents, but grandparents, and Elders in general. Honor, respect, obey, care for. It's not the other way around once the young ones are adults. Why is it that they seem to want perpetual care and freebie everything, when they ought to be stepping up to the plate of traditional respect and eventually responsibility for their elders? Or they ought to at least show respect.  

Who has indoctrinated some of the young ones to think they are owed a living and a free education, yet think they can criticize those who came before them, who provided for them, only to have them turn around and bite the hand that fed them and helped them to be where they are, in many cases with a pretty nice life? Who has shown them that their parents and grandparents are "homophobic" and "racist" and "intolerant" and to blame for everything that they have been led to perceive as their troubles? How is it they buy into every scheming ideology out there, but they will not actually bother to find out where it comes from, or where it will take them, and where its promoters intend to take this whole world?

Maybe because their foundations were not what they should be. Or, frankly, they may have resisted wisdom. So they are subject to every deception being pitched in these times, whether by false religion or liberal politics or other lies. They have been somehow schooled to look not at the accomplishments of those who came before, who worked and still work hard for this country and what's right. Instead their focus has been guided (often by the public education system or pop media) to see, in a hypnotic sort of way, a group of elders not worth their respect. And this is another divisive factor in what the culture cancellers and killers are trying to destroy.

Watch out. Whether you know it or not. When someone starts grooming you with free education, a free ride in life, a paycheck... all I can say is, Welcome to the plantation - because free everything describes a slave. You will be doing someone's bidding, but not allowed your own thoughts or your own wealth. You will always be someone who does not know who he or she is, or that God created you to be who you are - an unique and creative individual. You go in the direction of what the powers that wannabe want you to be. Because there are forces out there that want the whole world to be just that with themselves as your owner. Everything will be “free”. Except you.

The ideologues incite with accusations of the racism, the phobias, the intolerance by repeating over and over that this is the way the older folks are - and cause YOU to believe it and to disrespect anyone you think falls into that category. 

But that kind of hatred is OK, right? It's OK for you to hate your elders. Why is your hatred any better than that of which you accuse others? Did you ever think about that? Maybe you are "elderphobes"?

Stop buying into the divisive mindset they're trying to sell you. They take advantage of your youth, your inexperience with life, and any dysfunctions you may battle. They fight dirty and come after you when you're down, or when you're asking the questions, they will provide the wrong answers! And then cause you to go the wrong way. And they will have you hating everyone who cares about you (imperfect as you may judge them), and who could have been sought out for some sound wisdom.

This is a point of vulnerability. Your elders could be there for you. But the ideologues don't want you to go there, so they will paint a very dark picture of generations that came before you. So they make you feel unsafe and demand so called safe spaces from them! More slavery, instead of God given safety of parents and grandparents who love you, but they are conditioning you to hate. That's how it works.

So it might be a good idea to stop worrying about who "they" have convinced you that older generations hate. Most of that is not true, and they are arousing in you the formation of your own sort of intolerance. Start doing some critical thinking about what you believe. As well as why “they” want you intolerant of parents and other elders who love you.

The best guidance of all will come, by the way, when you start asking and praying to God for Wisdom, and open His word - the Bible. There you will find Jesus Christ and the fact that He died for you to save you from this present evil age and its deceptions, and how that works... And then ask your elders for some help. There are many who'd be very willing to impart some godly wisdom.

The kind of thinking about older people that's out there is just one more source of division. It is stereotyping that is regarded as politically correct by the thought police that tell us we shouldn't stereotype, but only their prejudices are acceptable. Ponder that. Some Elders may be that way, but most are not "haters" as you have been led to believe. You might want to sit down with an Elder or two and ask them why they believe as they do, if you so perceive them. Perhaps you could be the one to enlighten them before it is too late?

"Remember the days of old; consider the years long past. Ask your father, and he will tell you, your elders, and they will inform you." Deuteronomy 32:7.

Stand in the ways and see, And ask for the old paths, where the good way is, And walk in it; Then you will find rest for your souls..." Jeremiah 6:16

If you're just a critic of older generations, and full of yourself, you will disregard this. If you are willing to take a look at it, think about it, and to reconsider your own opinions, there's hope for you.

"Now if any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But he must ask in faith, without doubting, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind." James 1:5,6.

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Feb. 13, 2021


Philippians 4:9,11. (Amplified Classic) “Practice what you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, and model your way of living on it, and the God of peace (of untroubled, undisturbed well-being) will be with you… for I have learned how to be content (satisfied to the point where I am not disturbed or disquieted) in whatever state I am.”

1 Timothy 6:6. (Paul admonishes to avoid those promoting religion as a money making business, or as a means of livelihood, as he compares it to the true spiritual riches.) “[And it is, indeed, a source of immense profit, for] godliness accompanied with contentment (that contentment which is a sense of inward sufficiency) is great and abundant gain.”

At the outset of this contemplation, it’s important to realize that this “sense of inward sufficiency” is only found as a living, abiding knowledge of Christ in me and I in Christ. It is a gift to be cultivated. As we consider and learn from Paul’s story and example, this is good anywhere, anytime - regardless of circumstances. 

As I sat down to write this, an “odd hack” occurred during a text message I was having with one other person. Ascertaining from this surprising intrusive interruption of the run on sentences, poor grammar, lack of punctuation, and the content of the long paragraph, what I could piece together was that the sender was an immigrant.  He worked his way up from nothing, had successfully operated several thrift stores, only to have the rug pulled out from under him by the current mishandling of the cv19 situation. He claimed he had now joined the US Air Force and seemed angry and understandably disappointed about the folding of the “American Dream” as he saw it.

How odd that this should show up at this moment, when in the middle of a Scriptural meditation on contentment! I had the impression that this subject needed to be prayed about, considered. Coincidence? What are the odds?

St. Paul is reminding us that true contentment in Christ has nothing to do with circumstances. (Sure. Right. You have to be kidding.) But it’s something we need to embrace as Christians if we’re to have spiritual victory in the days ahead. 

Here’s the reality of it. The American Dream is actually an illusion, a vapor, having to do with the acquisition of contentment based upon a philosophy of the pursuit of happiness, having to do with the attainment of success, or the things of this world of which we dream, or to which we are led to believe we are entitled

This is by no means any pitch for any form of fascism; let me be clear! However, this world’s ideas do not come from Scripture, nor are they “rights” given to fallen rebels by their Creator. Let’s get this straight. It’s very popular thought with secularists and Christians alike, but it is a vapor. The American Dream is not the reality called the Kingdom of Heaven, proclaimed by Jesus and throughout Scripture. In fact it can be an obstacle to it, an idol, a mountain to be removed. 

Christ has eternal dreams for us in the heavenly places. If there’s any sort of purpose driven life, it is about the eternal, not the temporal which is always passing away. It’s God’s purpose for which we’re created and redeemed and called and set apart.

As we also know, nothing lasts forever. Could this mean that the American Dream is winding down? Have the “bad guys” taken it away, or has God used them to dismantle the significant idolatry that it has come to be? Ideas and ideologies can become idols!

Might our Lord actually be in the process of destroying every idol and image held by men and venerated by them that supplants the worship of Him Who is sovereign, not only in State but Church as well? This includes ungodly alliances where churches become reliant on that secular system to continue to support them. This is thin ice. Many are walking on that instead of walking with the One Who walks on water!

Check the Scriptures and history. God frequently uses “Babylon’s Bad Boys” to do this. This time I suspect it will be the Technocrats. They have utter contempt for religion. (They cannot, however, destroy the Christ contentment in hearts where the Holy Three have taken up Their residence! This is a reality and a relationship which is indestructible, because it is God given.) 

Technocrats also despise politicians, regarding them as inferior to themselves as everyone else. They will easily at some point cast aside all these “useful idiots” (their words, not mine) as they achieve their goals. Everyone from Popes to Presidents will be in that number. They will set themselves up as gods in their own image. By way of techno-pharmaceuticals (now pitched by Popes and Presidents alike) they are seizing free rein (reign?) in an all out assault on Humanity, the pinnacle of God’s created order, as they likewise despise or Creator or any devotion to Him.

We need to see this for what it is.

It is against this backdrop that we are being given every opportunity to cultivate contentment in spite of circumstances, in surrender of our will to God, as we are called to follow the One Who has nowhere to lay His head. We should devote ourselves to prayer and His Word, to heed it in each day’s challenges, and to always seek His forgiveness which restores and heals us when we fail.

We might be tempted to think that when the adversity stops, then God appears. We must not be deceived by that approach, for He is right here right now, in the midst of adversity! Let’s not miss Him! He often hides Himself in the oddest places - stables and mangers, asleep in a boat during a tempest, or on a cross.

We cannot “try” to have this contentment with godliness, for it only comes when we become aware and comprehend that our “real circumstance” is in Christ and that Christ is in me. It is a shift of awareness of faith which is receptive, not a striving after or trying harder. In that it is somewhat of a matter of relinquishing our own natural desire to Him to control. Then trust!

When He says, “Follow Me,” He means for us to come away from the world (not exteriorly, because we’re always in the world in body, but internally in the heart). Detach from its thought and ways of doing things. He calls to us, “Come away from the world and all of its ideas about a temporal happiness which always passes away. Why do you seek after what you know always disappears? Because you seek after things that pass away, your heart is turned from Me. So you are hurt and disappointed and discontented. I am the only One Who can lead you to true contentment that will never pass away - because I would not have you set your sites on folly and frivolous and temporary things, which weaken and deceive you.”

When the cv19 craziness started, it seemed obvious that cv19 was a false flag and would be used against Humanity. It would be blamed - and used - for what the Techno Wizards were orchestrating, since they well understand that most people are still blissfully unaware how things work. Or the incomprehensible evil that orchestrates so much of it. Lockdowns and shut downs of what they regard as nonessential are still in place to one degree or another. They are hurting many people drastically. The ones who will suffer the most are those who do not have the “spiritual skill set” to be godly and content in all circumstances. Hence the escalating suicide rate, domestic violence, drug and alcohol addiction, and other related crimes and disorders.

Only Christ can open the eyes of faith to true contentment. Because of the intensity, volume, and constant fluctuation of circumstances and propaganda, all experience to some degree pockets of deep frustration and emotional upset. Yet as this process goes on, somehow I find myself growing quieter within, to the degree where I have thought, “This sense of wellbeing and contentment is not natural. I should be upset like everyone else. See how upset everyone else is? That’s how I should be too.” But, no! This kind of peace - that passes all natural comprehension - ought to be the Christian New Normal!

It is a supernatural gift to be content while in the chaotic world but not of it. This is an attitude that needs to be cultivated as we surrender to what is. We should also ask, seek, and knock for our Lord to be that within us, to reveal Himself, to keep us steadfast in His Word, to show us the Way. The Way where there may be no “green grass” on the other side of the fence, a time of escalating no win scenarios - as far as the world is concerned.

And here is the fertilizer where grow the trees of righteousness, the planting to the Lord!

It is an exercise in futility to wring my hands and give way to unhappiness, wishful thinking, run in circles in anxiety fits, nor even grieve the demise of this passing illusion called the American Dream. It doesn’t even exist once a person understands that we can take it quite literally that the Bible teaches that - if we belong to Christ - we’re crucified, dead, resurrected, and seated in Christ in the Heavenly Places! Dead to world’s philosophies and dreams.

This does not mean giving a nod to any level of fascism either, but we have to look at all things from a divine, Biblical perspective: What is God doing in and with us in the midst of times like these? How then are we to respond?

If I am dead to this world and alive to God in Christ, does it matter where He and I are together? This ought to be the natural realization and experience of Christianity. I am in Christ and He is in me. That is my status and location, even while here on Earth - regardless of what any Potentate, President, Pope, or Governor has in mind. And this is an indestructible fortress!!!

I find myself less enthused about any form of news - real or fake, except the Good News of Jesus Christ, Who has purchased and won me from sin and death, the devil, and the world which is passing away with all its cheap charms and charades. All of that is destined by our Sovereign Lord for destruction - to be replaced by a new Heaven and a New Earth in which righteousness, peace, and joy reign throughout all eternity - ruled by the Prince of Peace, God Who is love.

This is meant as encouragement - to any who are thus minded - to cultivate contentment right here right now, as Paul did. He is the Apostle who teaches us well by his example. This is where we find the One, the Fullness of the Godhead - omniscient, omnipotent, and omnipresent - Who promises always “I will never leave you nor forsake you.” (Hebrews 13:5). “It is the Lord Who goes before you; He will [march] with you; He will not fail you or let you go or forsake you; [let there be no cowardice or flinching, but] fear not, neither become broken [in spirit—depressed, dismayed, and unnerved with alarm].” (Deuteronomy 31:8)

Cultivate contentment. Paul said, “I have learned… to be content…”

Your promises are true, my Lord and my God, in Christ Jesus. You are always faithful to Your Word, and so may I receive it and every good gift You have for me, in the power of Your Holy Spirit. Help me to comprehend this by renewal of my mind in Christ Jesus. Awaken me to godliness with contentment, the greatest of gain, that I may rejoice always, pray constantly, an give thanks in all circumstances, singing and making melody continually with heart, voice, and life! All thanks and praise be to You, Heavenly Father, in Jesus’ holy name. Amen.


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Feb. 9, 2021


Remember that old quiz show Truth or Consequences? It had a long run beginning in radio in 1940, followed by several other incarnations on TV with various hosts, all the way until 1988! That's a long time to be "always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth." (2 Timothy 3:7) As if truth is a mere game or pass time. (There's also a town called Truth or Consequences, New Mexico, by the way.)

A curious thing emerges in numerous conversation threads: People say they are "waiting for God" to reveal "the truth." This seems to be a consensus based on memes about truth, but no real definition of it. As if God is just going to hand it to you in some whimsical fashion. "The truth is out there" was the buzzword from the X Files sci fi show. Kind of true. Kind of not. Ah yes! The big secret truth awaiting so called disclosure.

No one is actually hiding truth if people are willing to look for it and be open to it. But the question is, what "truth" exactly do you seek? I double dog dare you to define it! What's your definition? How did you come by it?

And how is Truth to be actually discerned? 

Here's a little something from Jesus that reveals truth as a consequence of something pretty radical. “...If you abide in My word, you are My disciples indeed. And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.” John 8:31b,32 NKJV. 

ACV says it like this: "If you abide in My word [hold fast to My teachings and live in accordance with them], you are truly My disciples. And you will know the Truth, and the Truth will set you free.” 

 If… then… and… and.

To hold fast to and live in accordance with the teachings of Jesus = Discipleship. The consequence is that truth - as Jesus wishes to reveal it - is revealed as a consequence of full surrender of self, life, and entirety of being to Him. 

That's not easy believism. It's radical trust, radical discipleship empowered by His call through Word and Spirit, "Follow Me!" His call is to awaken. It is a rebirth into a whole new life, a new way of relating to all, to everything. It means being called out of darkness into His Kingdom of Light and Life, to live moved along by and empowered with the Holy Spirit, in accordance with God's Word, in fellowship with like minded disciples.

These days everyone has a personal idea about what truth is. My truth. Your truth. Their truth. It's all relative, so we can all just get along like one big happy family. Many may be waiting for God to put His stamp of approval on their particular version of truth. It doesn't work that way in the Kingdom of God. The Gospel of the Kingdom which Jesus proclaimed is not one of “anything goes.” His Truth is self mortifying, resurrecting as a new creature. That relative truth is only a perspective, and an opinion based on perspective, often influenced by pop culture and all of its inclusive, eternal life defeating attitudes. 

At some point this relative truth always results in a clash to one degree or another, as it's based on self interest and not on God's wisdom in Jesus Christ. We’re seeing the results of self interested, self indulgent truth in our world, in the USA in particular today. And that is definitely not The Truth that sets you free. In fact, it goes the other direction into enslavement - spiritually, morally, domestically, politically. There’s no way around facing up to this.

Just something to ponder for the day…


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Jan. 11, 2021


The current disease model is wrong!

What is shared here will be a summary of explorations I’ve been doing for the last 12 years. Many of these ideas, and those who support them, are being censored, banned from social media, and have also lost their livelihoods and reputations, and had their very lives threatened, as a result of standing up against the current false constructs which seem to run everything. Many truth revealing and practicing physicians have actually been killed. Much of this information also gets scrubbed from the Internet, and websites and other platforms advocating for the revealing of Truth are also shut down. This says one thing: that the Truth is upsetting the bottom line of this corrupt system of lies which runs the tech sector, politics, military, education, industries, medicine, entertainment, and yes religion to a great degree. Every system is infested with corruption, and blind to the reality we’re dealing with - to one degree or another. 

Therefore, it is imperative to not only expose this evil, but to engage a full on frontal assault on it by ferreting out and publishing the Truth, by whatever means God has granted anyone to express it! Whatever the cost.

So, on to some basics…

Detoxing the body is a vital part of its natural processes. When the body perceives threat (as in the form of newer electronic frequencies such as radio, television, radar, dirty electricity running through house wiring, computer and “device” radiation, and now the dangerous 5G frequency, chemtrails, GMO foods, fluoridated water, junk food, etc…) or has an overload of toxic waste, cells will throw off - or attempt to - these threats as cells excrete tiny particles called exosomes. 

These are a result of body processes to eliminate disease, not the cause of disease, which has been dubbed “viruses. However, allopathic medicine - mainstream system medicine - chooses rather to regard these DEAD particles (usually RNA) as living, disease causing enemies, rather than what they are: a natural part of the body’s processes of cleansing itself.

Consequently allopathic medical “choices” involve attacking the “disease” and often the body along with it (weakening and often killing it) with deadly petrol chemical based treatments, dangerous radiation, and surgical or other invasive procedures - rather than supporting the body’s natural processes with God given natural means. (These should be a last resort, if used at all. But they have foisted themselves into a monopoly.) In my opinion, they have caused more problems than they have solved, because “health care” has turned into a supporter of sick care, much of which it creates on a for profit basis. There’s little truth in it, because of where it came from (Think Rockefellers and their push to end every alternative view of medicine, in order to increase the profits of their petrol chemical cabal.) The deadly covid vaccine is being introduced as the latest rendition of this falsehood.

Our bodies are constantly trying - by God given built in means - to adjust to new threats, which have come at us as an avalanche in the last few decades, and on a new level (vaccines, forms of radiation / vibrational frequencies /nanotech). These are all pollutants. Our bodies are trying to detoxify themselves of things they have never dealt with before at an alarming rate. But the very processes by which our bodies do this has been demonized and called a “virus” infecting from the outside, when in fact these exosomes come from the inside of our bodies, which need to be supported in this process of detoxification, rather than being treated as the enemy

The process is accompanied by any variety of symptoms with a range of intensity, from sniffles, sneezes, and fever, all the way up to severe auto immune responses, autism, ADHD, cancer and even dementia. Many chronic conditions are only going to worsen if their sources are not removed. 

Not only do physical threat realities from a severely polluted world effect us adversely, but - because we are embodied souls and ensouled bodies - the severely polluted energies from falsehoods of all kinds effect us on the level of spirituality, mind, and emotions as well. Which creates DIS-ease!

Therefore, it’s been proposed, “Covid” is not a disease, but a response (to many of the foregoing barrage of new threats) of the body which casts off RNA particles called exosomes to detox and set itself up for healing. 

But instead of supporting that response, the human race is being offered a deadly pseudo “vaccine” which uses the modality of “transfection” - on a level never tried before - as the “answer” to the conditions that have been created by the corporate industrial sector. (Can you say “problem, reaction solution”?) 

Transfection is a procedure that introduces foreign nucleic acids (DNA, RNA) into cells to produce genetically modified cells! We cannot know where this is going. The human race is now regarded as guinea pigs for an experiment on levels never thought of before.

Years ago my job was on the line because of mandatory vaccines I refused - flu shots to be specific. I had to wonder, if these shots are so great, why are we being forced to take them under threat of unemployment, when they were voluntary before? If vaccines are so great, why are the the pharmaceutical companies so heavily invested in lobbying “our” representatives and funding their campaigns, to have laws made to protect them from lawsuits due to damages and death from their products? And not only are they “immune” from being sued; so are their distributors (allopathic medical systems, doctors, nurses - anyone who actually gives these shots)?

All these questions sent me down a rabbit hole to find answers. They brought me to the current realizations.

The natural processes of detoxifying and the healing that follows are being reversed, and a Genetically Modified Organism being made of human beings with the transfection processes of these vaccines, especially the new Covid vaccine rollout. They combine the tech sector and its nano particles with the pharmaceutical cabal’s finest concoctions, including aborted fetal cells! (Which is one huge reason why Christians ought to avoid this or any vaccine like the plague, because it is the real plague, with injected cannibalism)! Thus “boosters” will be required, with a view of the sabotage of God’s pinnacle of creation, the Human Race, and to defile it, to change it step by step.  While masks and social distancing will still be required as conditioning devices to keep everyone in line, and that’s all they’re good for, because they are useless against any actual particles as small as viruses.

How can anyone blindly trust such things, and even advocate for them, as they go on listening to the claims of mainstream media?

We have for over 100 years - thanks to elites like the Rockefellers - become blissfully ignorant of how our bodies work, as a natural part of God’s creation as they are capable of naturally detoxifying and healing themselves. This is also perhaps an adaptation process, as the threats are new ones. 5G rollout being the latest and greatest, where no tests have been made (just like the Covid vaccine being rolled out at “Warp Speed”, with Humans as the unwitting test subjects). Mention 5G in relation to the subject of Covid, and you will be thrown off social media. This is diabolical on so many levels that it makes one’s head spin. But it needs to be addressed.

Please riddle me this: What ever happened to the Nuremberg Codes? How is it that we’re being fast track guinea pigged for this vaccine, without our permission? 

This needs to be addressed by the churches, instead of a blind capitulation to it and support of it. It is disappointing and disconcerting that there is so little discernment of or warning about this. Rather, the churches bend over backwards to support and allow in the lies of the state. Why is that?

This is the “totalitarian tiptoe” which now has its foot in the door as it dictates how and when we can meet (masks, social distancing, not touching one another, no real fellowship, limited singing…), administer and receive the Sacraments, and the like. Our religious freedom is going right down the drain, in exchange for the bowl of stew which is state funding and the non profit status, which in my opinion, should never even be a consideration. The church has gone from a living organism (as Jesus intended, branches to Vine) to an organization which takes its orders from the state for the love of money, the root of all evil. And for this the piper surely will be paid at some point. Eventually. 

We need to repent. Yes, that requires big changes.

What Covid really is about is our bodies going into high gear to release pollutants of all sorts, including nanoparticles. Now, instead of using hydroxchloroquine (an old drug that worked now forbidden by the FDA), vitamin and mineral supplementation, clean foods, fresh air and sunshine and exercise, to support the body in its healing processes, this dangerous experimental vaccine is being foisted on us with ever increasing pressure, and other drugs and procedures which are of great risk - just to line the pockets of the likes of greed and power mongers like Bill and Melinda Gates and their ilk.

One should ask why we should even listen to them, or Tedros from the WHO, or Fauci, or Birx, or any of these people - when they have essentially a rap sheet of associations with unsavory characters and shady dealings decades long! For the most part they are supporters of eugenics and population control, and they will use this vaccine to accomplish it.  

Ask the Africans and the Indian people how much they respect Gates for his "polio vaccine”, which killed, sickened, and maimed thousands, as it permanently sterilized many women. Not just for one generation, but for generations to come - because of tampering with the life codes God gave us to reproduce through vaccines! How is it that someone with no medical degree is given this much power in the world?

When people so called “test positive” for Covid, they’re not contagious at all. Their bodies are casting off toxic waste from other sources and forces that have created a threat to the body! The test was not even designed for this! The more the cycles are ramped up, the more false positives register. This entire operation is a sham and a scam. 

If the PCR test detects anything at all, it’s the dead exosomes / tiny RNA particles being excreted by the body as it detoxes itself. The body then needs to be supported in its processes, not assaulted as in the war model of allopathic medicine, nor genetically modified - the goal of the Gates / Pfizer / Moderna new “vaccine” pitched to the unsuspecting for the corrupt power and money lust of the world! We need to see this for what it is, not get in bed with it!

For ignorance of this, the entire economy and most of the world has been shut down and locked up under house arrest. Is it any wonder the elites don’t want the truth of this coming out, as the goal of almost complete technocratic control is now just about complete? They have used this whole event to render docile almost the entire population of the world.

I for one cannot and will not support any religious organization which goes in this direction. It pains me to have to say that, but my choice is to serve God in spirit and in TRUTH, not capitulate to the dictates of a corrupt state, i.e., the military industrial complex (including congressional puppets of the pharmaceutical industry, as in local career congresspersons whose campaigns they fund), or a church which serves it to keep its government funding.

This agenda has everyone doing headstands and cartwheels for essentially a nothing burger. But we should be aware of the degree of lies and corruption that are running things at this point, and expose them.

“Test and prove what pleases the Lord. Have no fellowship with the fruitless deeds of darkness, but rather expose them. For it is shameful even to mention what the disobedient do in secret.” Ephesians 5:10-12. 


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