Dec. 10, 2019
Hey, you! Howdy!
Holidays are the time for "wishes" to come true, right? Maybe. Maybe not. Be careful what you wish for. It's not that you just might get it, because you probably won't in this case. But just for the record...
Sometimes you wish you had a life to live over, with the knowledge acquired on the "homestretch". You'd do a heck of a lot better with it and live with more meaning to more people, you claim. Or so you'd hope... Lord, have mercy.
But there's always today and hopefully tomorrow. Let's ask to be made aware of the opportunities present, and then the wherewithal to be attentive to those that are actually within the realm of possibility.
One of the things you might do well to stop telling yourself is, "I'll do everything possible." Stop! Listen to the implications of that! What? Are we God? That kind of self talk sets us up for failure because we are not the Almighty Who alone "does all things possible." What is far more logical and feasible is to say, realistically, "I'll do what I can."
See the difference? (Newsflash: others may not like that, when they've been on the receiving end of your "all things".) That levels the playing field a little, and you won't be driven crazy trying to play God, which can be a covert desire to be worshipped. Did you ever think of it that way? (You devil, you! ;-) )
Or you might think you need to compare yourself to someone else's life, calling, and accomplishments. Might be nice just to rejoice with them, and let it go at that. No one else needs to be your yardstick. God makes each of who we are. It's good to give thanks for that much.
Just a couple little thoughts on a cold blustery December night.
Only A Messenger
P.S. "Now godliness with contentment is great gain." 1Timothy 6:6. NKJV.
Nov. 21, 2019

For Consideration: Isaiah 43:18,19. 2 Corinthians 5:16.

“Do not [earnestly] remember the former things, neither consider the things of old. Behold, I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth; do you not perceive and know it. and will you not give heed to it? I will even make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.”     “Consequently from now on we estimate and regard no one from a [purely] human point of view - in terms of natural standards of value. [No] even though we once did estimate Christ from a human viewpoint and as a man, yet now [we have such knowledge of Him that] we know Him no longer [in terms of the flesh].”

It’s imperative to comprehend our reality beneath the surface of what appears to our views largely informed by our finite perspectives, opinions, and the input of our physical senses, and the world - which is the usual modus operandi of comprehension. These are not the eyes of faith which we must have to see, perceive, and enter the kingdom of God (per Jesus in John 3:3-8). However, even when we are given these new eyes of faith by the Holy Spirit, we may for awhile be like the blind man who must receive more than one encounter with the living Christ, lest like him we perceive “people, but they look like trees walking.” Mark 8:22-26. (AVC)

To apprehend means, in this context, to actually lay hold of or grasp the reality of something. We can only apprehend as much as we comprehend. To comprehend means to see or perceive - to behold - as the Lord announces to us through Isaiah, to catch onto this new thing He is going to do - ultimately pointing to the new heart we will receive, and “new creatures” into which we are to be made in our Lord Jesus Christ. (Other synonyms for apprehending: catch onto, cognize, discern, intuit, know, perceive… As we can see, comprehending and apprehending spiritually seem to walk hand in hand.)

Spiritual comprehension comes in “light bulb moments”, epiphanies inwardly experienced in contact with the living Spirit of Christ. They are not necessarily instantaneous, but often like the rising of the sun on a cloudy day - until the clouds disappear and the sun is seen in its fullness, having been there all along. 

When we “fathom” something, we plumb the depths of it, and may wind up asking, “Why did I not see this before?” It could be compared to when Jacob awoke from his sleep and said, “Surely the Lord is in this place, and I did not know it.” (Genesis 28:16) 

It takes the word of the Lord, the touch of Jesus, a knowing given by God to awaken in us the faith that is interior “sight” - comprehension of a reality of which we were not previously aware. It goes beyond the mental assent or religious programming or training that is commonly called “faith”. These things are but pointers and part of this interior formation.

Faith is an interior comprehension whereby, specifically in the subject at hand, we “see” ourselves and others in Christ as whole and complete in His work, and therefore, relating to one another on this basis: loving as He loved us, forgiving as Christ has forgiven us, as “extensions” of Him in this life. (Related: Ephesians 2:4-10. Colossians 3:1-4. Romans 6:4,5. Colossians 2:12,13. Ephesians 1:3. John 17:21,22. Ephesians 1:17-23. Ephesians 3:14-21.

We cannot apprehend / grasp (let alone appropriate, assimilate, and disseminate) what we do not comprehend / “get” / understand. So of necessity - as St. Paul prayed in the last 2 reference passages - the comprehension or revelation or vision of what is in Christ must be wholeheartedly sought, and prayed for ceaselessly - for (and this is a combined paraphrase of several translations of Proverbs 29:18,19) “Where there is no vision / revelation / redemptive revelation of God, the people are unrestrained / cast off restraint / are unruly / perish; but happy is he who keeps the law. A servant will not be corrected by words alone; for though he understands, he will not answer [the master who mistreats him].”

Knowledge of this kind (redemptive revelation of God) is not based on our own designs or previous understandings. “As Jesus spoke these things, many believed in Him. So He said to the Jews who had believed in Him, If you continue in My word, you are truly My disciples. Then you will know the truth and the truth will set you free.” John 8:30-32.

By the end of that conversation, the same Jews who had “believed” in Him (according to their own comprehensions) picked up rocks with the intent to stone Him for blasphemy. They were ever so “religious,” and outwardly pious, but they had no comprehension / vision / or revelation of their Messiah as the I AM incarnate. This was not unlike the contrast between Palm Sunday and Good Friday. Upon coming into the city, He was hailed with hosannas as the Son of David. In His ignominious departure from the city, bearing the cross outside its walls, He was led away to the cries of “Crucify Him!”

Clearly comprehension according to the flesh is a fickle and dangerous state of mind. Therefore, it behooves us to pray for ourselves and one another for the wisdom of God as St. Paul prayed for it. 

“For this reason seeing the greatness of this plan by which you are built together in Christ, I bow my knees before the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, For Whom every family in heaven and on earth is named [that Father from Whom all fatherhood takes its title and derives its name]. May He grant you out of the rich treasury of His glory to be strengthened and reinforced with mighty power in the inner man by the [Holy] Spirit [Himself indwelling your innermost being and personality]. May Christ through your faith [actually] dwell (settle down, abide, make His permanent home) in your hearts! May you be rooted deep in love and founded securely on love, That you may have the power and be strong to apprehend and grasp with all the saints [God’s devoted people, the experience of that love] what is the breadth and length and height and depth [of it]; [That you may really come] to know [practicallythrough experience for yourselves] the love of Christ, which far surpasses [mere knowledge without experience]; that you may be filled [through all your being] unto all the fullness of God [may have the richest measure of the divine Presence, and become a body wholly filled and flooded with God Himself]!” Ephesians 3:14-19.

It is evident that this comprehension is a prerequisite for theosis, to comprehend ourselves in Christ, and to apprehend what we comprehend. 

Is it safe to say that, if we cannot see it, we cannot be it?

Nov. 20, 2019

Rejoice At All Times.

We need to get into this practice while the time upon us is not yet so severe.

"And He who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints according to the will of God. And we know that God works ALL THINGS TOGETHER for the good of those who love Him, who are called according to His purpose. For those God foreknew, He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, so that He would be the firstborn among many brothers." Romans 8:27-29.

All things, not just the things that make us feel good, or that we think are good. Our Lord's higher purpose is why He calls upon us to "Make sure that no one repays evil for evil. Always pursue what is good for one another and for all people. Rejoice at all times. Pray without ceasing." 1 Thessalonians 5:15-17. This has been forgotten in the current form of religion that deceitfully encourages "your best life now."

May God have mercy on us and open our eyes!

Yes, the walk is harder to bring into reality than the talk.  "As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things." 2 Corinthians 6:10.

To rejoice in such times is to surrender to God's eternal highest and best for us with a sacrifice of praise.

Aug. 8, 2019
Thoughts on T. Austin-Sparks from: Christ The Power Of God - Chapter 3
"You can have your quiet hour in your soul, which is the most perilous hour of your life. That happens by suspending all spiritual activity and becoming utterly passive and opening your psychical being, which is a most dangerous thing. God never asks you to become spiritually passive. Waiting upon God is not being spiritually passive. God wants us active in spirit even when waiting on Him in silence."
Meditation practices, even with a Christian front, are being promoted and are leading many astray into non Christian paths. It's a slippery slope, often promoted and pitched to Christians who "want more." Something to "feel", something to "experience" beyond the simplicity of trusting Christ and exercising the privilege of prayer.
The "waiting on Him in silence" referred to here is not a woo woo practice; it's an exercise in patience in daily life for growth of fruit of the Spirit, even a surrender to those "dry" periods where little seems to be happening, or at least as far as our sense perceptions go. It can be like a field lying fallow, as the "ground" is given a rest, and that is much needed.
As our Lord Jesus was slain, the curtain in the old temple was torn in two. (Possibly the first act of the dismantlement of that old sacrificial system of types and shadows? The opening of the curtain for "Act 2" in the Redemption Story!) The Way was forged for believers to boldly come before the throne of grace. What "more" could there be than to be so restored to fellowship with the Father, against Whom our Primal Parents rebelled, casting us into bondage in the very world God had made for His human children?
When we "want more", it may be for our own reasons, or the titillation of soulical senses, or due to being in some space of vulnerability and wanting to experience "more" that is comprehensible to the senses and mind. That is when the enemy will come and say, "Here's how to end that emptiness. Meditate. Empty out your mind completely. Let me fill it."
Whether one succumbs to that temptation and takes a tumble and learns the hard way, or if one realizes what's going on and resists, we come away with the understanding that the adversary never fights fair. He'll always be there with his "something more" offered as a substitute to what the Holy Spirit is doing or is about to do. He swoops in when we're down in some way, emotionally or physically, and our restance is at a low point.
Jul. 5, 2019

Thoughts on T. A. Sparks Daily Post: The Battle For Life - Chapter 5


A Christian can be regarded as an “evidence based work in progress.” The growing evidence of Christ is us, the hope of glory, that is. The Holy Spirit first awakens in us the revelation of Jesus Christ, just as the Father revealed Him to Peter, so that we too confess from the heart, "Thou art the Christ, Son of the living God." Thus, "No one can say that Jesus is Lord except by the Holy Spirit." Even the initial confession of faith is His doing. 

"Everyone who believes that Jesus is the Christ is born of God, and everyone who loves the Father also loves the one born of Him." "Whoever does not have the Son does not have life."

"If you know that He is righteous, you also know that everyone who practices righteousness is born of Him." There is a practice of righteousness, which is the fruit of the Spirit... "Anyone born of God refuses to practice sin, because God's seed abides in him; he cannot go on sinning, because he has been born of God."

The motivation and direction of life changes."Whoever has My commandments and keeps them is the one who loves Me. The one who loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I will love him and reveal Myself to him." There is a deeper interaction with Jesus.

”By this all men will know that you are My disciples, if you love one another." This implies the communal aspect of love for one another, where we share our gifts and build up one another as the Body of Christ. This is a significant witness to the world. 

Since we are this work in progress, we will need to confess our sin and receive forgiveness, and keep on going and growing."If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." God's forgiveness isn't a pass to go on sinning; it is the power from Him to stand and to begin again when we fall. He cleanses us and sets us free, time after time, far beyond the “70 times 7” the disciples asked about. The point is to keep on keeping on.

What a gift, this call to be in Christ, living as His New Creation! And according to His promise, He will never leave us or forsake us. Life in Christ, and with Christ in us, is a reality, an intimate and ultimate spiritual relationship, not another religion.